All you need is love

I've notice people around me being fake at times. If you notice like some of them are just trying to hard just to get accept by his/her friend or someone he/she admires. When people are lacking of love, they tend to be immature and childish. Just because they have not found their true love yet they try to spread their unhappiness to others too just to let them taste the same fate as them. Doing that is practically yourself get hated more than getting loved.


Although I am in the business of hope through understanding, hot meteors of negativity break through the atmosphere of my serenity and occasionally derail me. I am jealous, angry or judgmental, or sometimes indifferent or overwhelmed.


But more often than not these uncomfortable feelings are not meteors at all. They aren’t streaking across my mind and crashing into my psyche. Rather, they are a thick, murky fog of thoughts and feelings that slowly but steadily eclipse my optimism. And that’s only half of it. Then I feel bad for having the thoughts. This makes it worse. Now, regardless of the form they come in, the conflict moves to an inner theater. I’m aggravated at whatever got me going in the first place, and I’ve gotten myself in a headlock. I am a one-man wrestling extravaganza clinging onto these feelings while simultaneously attempting to break free of the crummy thoughts about others and myself. So the real enemy is inside me.